Blessthefall - 40 days
For an hour and a half today, I cried. The hardest I’ve ever cried. I curled up in a ball, dug my nails into whatever part of my body they were currently touching, and just cried. And the worst part of it is that I know that she’s hurting even worse. I’m so scared for her.
I know I said I’m done with tumblr. I may still be. I’m not sure. All I know is that I had to post this.
I think I’m just going to go drown myself in music and calculus. Maybe some coding. But I have to drown myself in something, or else I’ll just drown myself in tears.
It’s only day one. I don’t know how many days lie ahead. But I hope to God that time flies like they say.