Let’s start at one
And count the days
Let’s hope to God that time flies like they say
Cause this instance can’t distance my heart from yours tonight
But I’m lying awake now and I’m holding your picture
It’s so cold here without you
And I need you now, cause it’s killing me
And I wish somehow, you were here with me
When I fall asleep I feel you with me
Till I fall asleep and you are with me
Could this be more
I’ve been up all night riding subway lines
Now we’re sleeping on your floor
Can we make this a lifetime, you’re all I want right now
Life keeps telling me I need to go
But what if I wanna stay
Cause I’m lost here without you
And I need you now, cause it’s killin me.
And I wish somehow, you were here with me.
When I fall asleep, I feel you with me.
Till I fall asleep, and you are with me
I’ve found a love I’ve never had before, you changed me
And I will wait however long it takes, you changed me
You say the words that I’ve been thinking
I’ll never let you go
And I need you now, cause it’s killing me
And I wish somehow, you were here with me
When I fall asleep, I feel you with me
Till I fall asleep, and you are with me
You changed me.
You changed me.
Blessthefall - 40 days
For an hour and a half today, I cried. The hardest I’ve ever cried. I curled up in a ball, dug my nails into whatever part of my body they were currently touching, and just cried. And the worst part of it is that I know that she’s hurting even worse. I’m so scared for her.
I know I said I’m done with tumblr. I may still be. I’m not sure. All I know is that I had to post this.
I think I’m just going to go drown myself in music and calculus. Maybe some coding. But I have to drown myself in something, or else I’ll just drown myself in tears.
It’s only day one. I don’t know how many days lie ahead. But I hope to God that time flies like they say.
